I loathe English

As I sit here by my theory professor play the piano, I sit and ponder the meaning of life and love and just being. It's strange, this questions have many answers and some that are so incoherent in thought that one can't even begin to describe what they feel. I'm not sure if that made any sense to you, but it did to me as I am the writer.
I am in a break between my classes. I have a total of 18 hours this semester and I am busy busy just going to them. I haven't had much work to do in any of them yet, but I know someday the work will pile up where I may or may not break down. I hope not. I have a lot of gen ed courses and they are not what I enjoy the most. Truly, Madly, Deeply [haha] I love music and learning about music. It is frustrating because I don't really know much but I'm learning and it is fun, it is a challenge and it makes me happy. I repeat myself when writing so bear with me. I have a history class in a hour [2pm] and then directly after that I have an English class, which I loathe. As I said, I repeat myself when writing and I have bad grammar. It's icky to me, I like literature because of the hidden meanings, but that won't be this class. This class will be all about writing essays and I HATE THAT!, just ask anyone that knows me. So I feel that this is just to get out what I'm thinking. Not so much of a real deep thought or meaning. Just me. Well Dr. Lee has made me some tea and I shall drink it. haha. So I think I shall resign my post for now.
Peace

Oh, Life

So, life is life. haha, that's stupid. Ok, so this past Christmas break I had alot of options and choices to think about. It was very frustrating and yeah just frustrating. I was gonna NOT go back to school this spring semester and then I was and then I wasn't again and now I am. I'm glad that I decided to, I may regret saying those words later but right now I'm glad I decided to stay in school. My schedule is busy busy busy.
Mondays and Wednesdays I have:
Theory II at 9:30-10:50
Class Piano I at 11:00-12:20pm
American History II at 2:00pm-3:20pm
English Composition II at 3:30-4:50pm
Tuesdays and Thursdays
College Math at 12:30pm-1:50
Introduction to Biology I and Lab at 2:00pm-4:25
So I'm on a campus 40 minutes away from home til about 5pm every school day! That's frustrating but I hope it will be good.
Peace